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Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder: High
Schizoid Disorder: Low
Schizotypal Disorder: High
Antisocial Disorder: High
Borderline Disorder: Moderate
Histrionic Disorder: Very High
Narcissistic Disorder: High
Avoidant Disorder: High
Dependent Disorder: High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: High

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so much to do and no mood to do it

this PMS has brought on HOT FLUSHES
and i mean getting all sweaty under the pits
and all the other little bodily crevices
kinda hot flushes.

i’m disgusting.

everyone assures me it will pass
and i can go back to my sweat-loathing days
and continue my GROSP (Get Rid of Sweaty People) campaign.

but oh my god, this inner heat is killing me.

all hot and bothered, i tell you, i’m irritable these days.

=poor boyf=
this post entitles you, the boyf to a day at the zoo with me.
yay! lucky you! congratulations winner!

hmmm. my blog stats show pretty heavy traffic, : ) everyone’s a voyeur aren’t they.

its always nice, being on the outside looking in.
(hello stalker, are you friend or foe?)

its nice to know
little darling
that i’m still the first person
you run to
when your world starts
to shatter around you.

i hope the couple massage did you both some good.


we drove into the horizon, you and me
the road seasoned and broken
tar cracks and lines that are no longer distinct
the air crackled with static
of the radio of you and me

we fought for breath, for life
for those molecues of poison air
that filled our skins
and tattooed across our fingertips
the road rolled along

no junctions up ahead
only the long road to nowhere
and yet everywhere that we want to go

you and me
123 kilometers towards the horizon
i close my eyes
(and you’re gone).