with a light heart

i wondered if i would see her again, socially, just the two of us, with her busy schedule and my own. i thought somewhere along the way, in the midst of finals and love and lost-love, we had lost each other. i cant say we were ever so intuned or insync that i missed her, but today sitting across her, i realised how much i was missing.

there is just that something about her, a certain je ne c’est quoi that i couldnt put my finger on but i wished i had in me. of her energy, of her daringness, of her ability to remain as i remembered her, years ago when i first met her, despite it all, despite it all. and you wont ever forget the brassy laugh she has.

i dont usually wax lyrical, but today i had a ton of fun, just listening to stories, like my own and finally finding someone who truly understood it.

i am proud of you, and the person you’ve become.


flying cows to you too.

Hey there Delilah

What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can’t shine as bright as you 
I swear it’s true
–Plain White Ts

been pretty hooked on this song lately, maybe its the NYC reference. and the fact that the prefect has recently learnt to play it on the piano so its always on whenever she takes a break from studying.

the boyf’s hair has grown out and he refuses to cut it, so he kinda looks like a supermario mushroom

i think its kinda funny; but i bet his friends over there are thinking wtf.


its been a quiet month, but the tinkerbel is finally back from melb so i think i can finally breathe a little. 


sometimes, i really think i just cant. c-a-n-t.

and i wonder if its the lack of discipline, lack of urgency or just lack of.


i need a weekend fr the weekend,

xoxo,   c