i wondered if i would see her again, socially, just the two of us, with her busy schedule and my own. i thought somewhere along the way, in the midst of finals and love and lost-love, we had lost each other. i cant say we were ever so intuned or insync that i missed her, but today sitting across her, i realised how much i was missing.
there is just that something about her, a certain je ne c’est quoi that i couldnt put my finger on but i wished i had in me. of her energy, of her daringness, of her ability to remain as i remembered her, years ago when i first met her, despite it all, despite it all. and you wont ever forget the brassy laugh she has.
i dont usually wax lyrical, but today i had a ton of fun, just listening to stories, like my own and finally finding someone who truly understood it.
i am proud of you, and the person you’ve become.