you see, at the end of the day, its the feeling of being treasured. by loved ones, by family, by friends. that feeling of being enveloped into the fold, of knowing deep down in your gut that your presence will certainly be missed and mourned if missed.
when your lover rushes to meet you, after he’s had a grueling day at work. when your friends insist in unison that you need to see a doctor before you even realize how frequent the episodes are getting. when family wakes you up to eat breakfast during their lunch because they have a surprise your-favourite-black-carrot-cake and couldn’t wait for you to see it.
there will come a time where it will pass, but i’m thankful its not now.